creative desolation?
des·o·la·tion
/ˌdesəˈlāSHən,ˌdezəˈlāSHən/
noun
a state of complete emptiness or destruction.
we as humans are happiest when we are creative; at least, id like to think so. we are designed to create, to evolve and understand. but i dont understand, i lack the rationalism and i lack the abstractness. i live in the middle ground, where nothing is pure. nobody good was ever found in the middle ground. just creative enough to have an ounce of uniqueness, just logical enough to lack the ability. no progress was ever made in the middle ground, and here i am. a desolate display of pseudo insightfulness.
the middle ground rips you apart, the desire that cannot be displayed shreds your insides , leaving you raw. not raw enough to turn it into art, but raw enough to feel the agony each and every day. i will never amount to that which i desire.
